Well, what do you know, I start a new blog and then immediately lose all urge to write.
Today I just feel like crap. I feel like the world is spinning and passing me by and I am just stuck here staring off insto space with no motivation to do anything. I keep telling myself that all this malaise is just a side effect of nearly twelve months of interrupted sleep, but sometimes I am not so sure.
There are so many things in my life that I want to change, but I can’t get my feet under myself. Debt reduction, career plans, writing… everything just seems to be on infinite hold while I sit here and think, “hhhm… maybe I’ll waste another hour reading fashion blogs.”
GOD, I have got to get myself out of this funk.
On a slightly more productive note, I made a week-long Spring-cleaning plan. Tonight I reorganize and clean the master bathroom.
And now I will go die, because I am become to boring to live.
June 3, 2009 at 5:45 pm |
I’ve had that feeling a lot. Usually it means I’m integrating the big stuff at a level my conscious mind can’t access, and I have to remember to just let it go and work on the little stuff while my subconscious deals with the big stuff. And yes, interrupted sleep will definitely make things a lot harder!
Hope you start feeling more motivated or satisfied or something soon!